I'm on this mission, right, to plow through straight til my doctor's appointment on May 10 being as close to perfect as possible. But this afternoon a friend of mine is coming to stay with me for the weekend and we will be out and about and eating out and drinking out and I would like to not lose my mind.
We plan on being fairly busy and active, but I already had a slip up this week. Maybe my philosophy for sanity should be indulge but don't overindulge? Maybe I can eat and drink but no dessert? No snacking between meals? Be smart. Don't panic. Try, just try not to be paralyzingly neurotic.
Will this end up completely screwing me up for my big weigh in? I'll have a full week to recover and work off the damage...is that enough? A few days ago I said the number doesn't really matter. The fact is, if I've gained IT DOES!
I want to have fun. I want to be skinny. I want to have fun. I also want to be so so so skinny!
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