Oh god, I'm a failure! I thought I could do it but I've already FAILED.
I'm officially extending my mission again, please? Let's make this 114 days?
This is a tough week. I knew this would be a really friggin' tough week. At some point, though, I decided to let go of the control-freaky stress of it all and just enjoy. Hopefully not overindulge but enjoy. And it's a treat! I don't want to resent it or myself, so there.
I want to and I need to get down to hardcore business and I know that and I should trust that I will jump back on (officially on Tuesday when all my restaurant week reservations are through). In other exciting news, my physical therapist has cleared me to use the stationary bike and the elliptical at the gym so I can at least get some decent cardio in again. With everything working in tandem once again maybe I can blast off these pounds and be a skinny minnie by spring time!
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