1/17/10

Day 48

Uuuugh! Deep down I'm a fat-fat-fatty and I'll always be a fat-fat-fatty inside. I was doing so good this week....

Last night I went out for a very fancy dinner. I had planned ahead knowing that I would be eating more than usual, but I cautiously made choices and luckily portions were very reasonable. I drank wine and ate dessert and didn't feel stuffed and disgusting. Flash to midnight out with friends stopping in a diner and against my better judgment giving in to a craving for cheese fries. I didn't need to eat anything else that night! I should have picked a fight with my friends and gone home early content that I defeated temptation. But I didn't.

Then today, I wanted to hard-core make amends. Too bad I was at a housewarming brunch glancing over bagels, cream cheese, and lox; noodle kugel; two kinds of quiche; big fat brownies and cupcakes; and mimosas. You tell me, what's my healthy option here? Perhaps the correct answer is eating breakfast at home? But I didn't. So, there.

I feel disgusting.

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